This is my prayer, "Breath of Heaven, hold me together, be forever near me. Breath of Heaven. Breath of Heaven. Lighten my darkness. Pour over me your holiness. For you're holy. Breath of Heaven."
We were enjoying a wonderful relaxing family Christmas, just the three of us when the phone call came. It's been a very stressful few weeks with moving, exams, morning sickness, etc. Today we were finally free of it all. Just soaking up each others presence and enjoying the expressions of Little Lady as she played with her new toys. And then the call. My obstitrician just called to say that my fetal screening tests results came back. It is showing positive for Spina Bifida. The world stopped spinning.
I have an emergency fetal assesment on December 30th at 1:30 in the afternoon. Please pray. I am hoping against all hope that this is a false positive. We are praying and hoping and trying not to consider all of the what ifs that terrify us.
Breath of Heaven Hold us together...be forever near us...